Why ?

I touched you,
But you pulled away.
I kissed you,
But you pulled away.
I cried to you,
And you walked away.

Where did we go wrong?
What made you stopped loving me?
When I needed you the most,
I couldn't hear your voice.
Is someone keeping you up at night when I'm not there?
Is her smile brighter than mine these days?
Is it her you're now showing all your affections for?
I thought If I gave you everything you would stay.

You lied to me.
Everything you said was a lie.
Why are you now not here to stop my tears?
Where are you now that I need to feel your touch?
Were you a figment of my imagination?

Why do you no longer help me from cutting?
Why aren't you here to stop me from jumping?
From drowning in my sorrows?

You said that you'd never hurt me.
You lied.
Why?